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Assalamualaikum..

Dulu kan... slalu kalau i have problem, i always tell it to my frens... random ppl... but mostly those who wants to know... those who asked... I would tell them everything.... but now, I feel myself change... I don't open up much anymore...

People ask me to share what's on my mind, all that I could say is always, "this and that happen, I'll get better in time"...

I won't deny that some people who i don't know DO come and berkenalan... but, I really do feel myself putting a wall... I can feel how much I've changed... Dulu, I am this bubbly, funny, cheerful girl... Now, the doors to those personalities have slowly closed... You can say that I am more of a loner now... I do accept new friendships but not more than that, i guess...

Yes, this and that happened... I'll get better in time... Don't worry... This (here) is my way of slowly changing myself... There is another side of me yg berubah.... If dulu I was really persistent, now I am slowly dying out of energy to be persistent... mudah kan give up generally... I like the 'ME' yang dulu atu... yg berani and yg bediri balek after she has fallen down...

I really don't have anymore strength left in me to be berani and to stand up again... It's been bitter... It's been cold... and all I could think about is, 'ya nada peduli pun, just give it up'... but my heart ckp lain...'he is worth waiting, just wait laa'...

Me, Saya, Ana : this is where after usaha, I'll leave it all to Allah SWT...