.. Love

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lama sudah nda menulis ah.. Me, Saya, Ana sunyi sepi saja pasal tuannya nda terpeduli. I think u have already had the gist of the whole blog and when I usually have the idea to write. The blog is a means of me expressing my feelings in a more comprehensive way. Because people usually don't know what to say when they are emotionally disturbed. So better write than say it. There is a malay saying that goes, "Lidah tidak bertulang". We can say just about anything if we don't think and regret afterwards.

As I dugged into the msgs abt a year ago, I remembered why I love this guy. It is so true that when love has become a routine, we take things for granted. We make each other unhappy and sometimes just don't appreciate. We forget the roots of our love. How we end up to today. And what got us together in the first place. It was that one happy moment where we shared a laugh and realise we have something in common. I remembered how much we've gone through and a tear jerked out of my eyes (ofcourse!). Wiped it away.

For a split second, a saying comes across my mind, "Bahagia tidak datang bergolek jika tidak melalui pelbagai kesusahan. Dan yang paling utama bahagia itu pilihan sendiri."

Compromising is hard. Does it get better with experience? Or we did it the wrong way? I am not sure. If we did it the wrong way, what is the right way?

Sebuah lakaran hidup.
Hanya boleh dimengertikan setelah siap terlukis.
Warna yang tertacap di atas kertas
Bagai cermin kepada hati.

Simfoni sebuah cinta
Hanya boleh dimengertikan setelah di lagukan
Dihias lirik dan suara nan indah
Bagai bernyanyi riang untuk cinta kita.

Imbas kembali saat bahagia
Padam semua duka dan lara
InsyaAllah senyuman akan kembali
Mengisi perjalanan beronak duri.

Me, Saya, Ana: cinta itu component doa dan harapan.